LilianMaude

Decided to get this back but purely just for myself so I can post my feelings and emotions. My last blog got a bit too popular and I needed a break, hopefully this time I can just enjoy it without the insults from anons and the amount of petty arguments. I lost the one great thing i gained from having tumblr and this is why I won't allow myself to get so indulged in this.
I'm Lily, I'm 17 and I believe that I'm a mermaid.

Anonymous asked: Why did you get rid of your tumblr? Youd had it ages with a lot of followers, seemed a bit pointless

I had stopped going on here for a while even when I still had my blog, I just needed a break from it and some of the people I met on here.

Refusing to let myself get back to my old tumblr ways……

alexxlouis:

GUYS. I haven’t posted on here for a while properly so i thought i’d make this my first proper post in a while.

OMFG I HAD THE BEST WEEKEND EVER after such a shit week of being in hospital from collapsing and burning my back. I went to see my baby Lana Del Rey after waiting for 3 years to finally see her.

I HAD THE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE EVER. I’ve been such a massive fan and supporter of Lana since her early career and this is what i’ve waited for forever.

I got front row center right next to her stairs she comes down on. She came down three times to me. The first time she sung Cola right in front of me I WAS DYING. The second time was during the middle of her set, this guy next to me had a bunch of roses to give to her (which was proper cute) so she come down and got them off him and had a photo, she saw me mouthing LANA to her and i handed out a letter i wrote for her and she took it and said aw thank you and pointed to my camera so i had a photo with her as you can see, excuse my face I WAS SO HAPPY. Then she went back up on stage and did the rest of her set, i was freaking out at this point because me and this other guy were the only ones to have had photos with her so far. Then the last time she come down was at the end of National Anthem, she spent 20 minutes greeting EVERY single person on the front row, signing stuff and having photos, her band were playing the National Anthem chords over and over and just jamming around while she was meeting everyone, she come to me again and i had another photo with her and my friend and I said please read my letter and she said dont worry baby i will i’ve got it right there and pointed next to her mic and I WAS LIKE THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVE YOU and she blew a kiss.

And that was the night i met my baby Lana and my life was SLAYEDDDDDD. 12th May 2013 will forever remain my favourite night ever. Thank you so much Lana, you are so special.

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